A Crown of Sonnets

Isaiah
Isaiah built a house of cards with one
hundred twenty aces: he found a patch
of dirt beneath a willow tree and that
is where he made his house. A simple house,
but tall, growing from the ground with a steep-
pitched roof, and so many floors, but never
a staircase. No chimney either, for one
slight puff of smoke would blow the whole house down:
the aces would go flying everywhere!
It was delicate work, and Isaiah
was careful to hold his breath with every
laying of a card: glossy ace upon ace.
The boughs of the willow shivered as he
looked marveling at his little masterpiece.

Madeline
She looked marvelous, but a little piece
of dandelion fluff caught in her hair.
Madeline sat down in a field of wind,
picking at the flowers, pulling their roots
like light bulbs out of their sockets – not fast,
but twisting them, making an idle guess
as to when they might come undone. She let
the stems fall into the lap of her skirt:
now and then, the wind would take one away,
blowing it with her perfumed breath to some
other corner of the far field. Resting
on an elbow, Madeline counted stars
until she forgot what number she’d reached,
only to begin forgetting again.

Henry
To begin forgetting again: only
a matter of time until the bluegreen
waves turned gray because he’d watched the water
for so many days. A cold wind lifted
the hem of his jacket, and Henry turned
his eyes to the heavens to see whether
his fortunes were good. He pulled out some things
for writing and tried to unstiffen his
fingers, all contracted with salt. Slowly
he set about the work: images of
words flitted in the briny air, small mis-
remembered ghosts laughing around the ship.
Henry made his mouth in a little O,
swallowed down air, sealed his quiet letter.

Old Poem: Apple Sanctuary

Windfall of apples ripening in the orchard:
I count the fallen ones and put them in my skirt.

I carry them inside to the country store,
A wooden box with a jingling bell tied to the door.

A man in a gray hat sees my burden, asks
“How do you like them apples?,” and trembles

With a laugh that sounds like the bell on the door.
He has the face of a child who is very old.

Walking to meet me, he takes off his hat
And fills it with my apples so we can split the load.

I say thank-you in silence as he leads me
Past the shelves of jellies and jams and all kinds

Of remarkable things: a tree made of pencils,
A silver train whistle, a line of tin soldiers

Standing stiff beside a cider jar.
I feel giddy as a passerine bird.

We come to a small room at the back of the store
Where the sunlight is coming in.

Over a table someone has posted a sign:
APPLE SANCTUARY, it says, in red marker.

We hold our breaths, puffed up with suspense,
And let our apples tumble down.

Old Poems about Love

Enjoy these quiet little love poems (mostly) written when I was younger. Don’t forget that “juvenilia” can be (as the word implies) juvenile (and not very good)!

O, my love, a little star
is blinking in the wild pass –
I would it were with me!
But, alack, the night is done
and you are gone away.
If I but had fairer face
I wonder, would it stay?

St. Valentine

It was the mid-afternoon
and, being distraught,
I stomached the evidence
of a compassionate soul
and gave myself
an uncomfortable gut
and the knowledge that
the mind inhabits a
cloistered brain
and hardly looks down
from its tower,
where it lives to think
and to sleep.

Good-night good-night
my paupered prince
may slumbers bring you rest –
I’ll speak ten thousand words today!
but these ones I mean best.

If I forget thy name, what of my heart?
The colder could not be the frost of wind
That shook the eaves and blew our souls apart;
And rue the day I have so idly sinned!
For scarcely can I think so fine
A name so sweetly sung as thine.

One solitary evening
Below the little stars
I stole across the flowers
That blossomed up in bars
All along the quiet lane –
The place we used to walk
Half-tired out by laughing hours,
Too merry then for talk!

How now, I gathered in my skirt
A munificent array
Of bluebells and cockleshells
And lilies of the day,
The sweetest man could e’er find
In Cities of No-Telling
Where all the speaking made a din
And peddlars did their selling.

Look how the moon was shining down,
That marvelled ball of light!
I ambled softly o’erground
Carrying flowers thru the night;
When soon I reached a craggy ledge
I thought upon thy face,
And sweetly stepped across the edge –
Good eve, my resting place!

My mem’ry is but naught to thee,
Who are so lonesome smiling –
My pocket-chief is filled with grief,
The flowers have all gone, flying –

A thousand or more are calling to flight
The will of thy hands, thy heart, and thy sight;
What chorus of hours is singing the while!
A flower grows mad inside of thy smile
And nary a soul shall silence his lips –
Would thou could stopper with firm fingertips!
The birth of the buzz inside of thy brain,
How often it plays, it plagues thee amain!

Beautiful flower, thou art the breath of my morning,
I cannot wake but for thee. – And if thou art gone flying,
I lengthen my dreams if only to ride
The petals thou droppest for me
The petals slow dropping for me!

I know the way to your heart:
Is it through a loaf of bread?
Or have all the other bakers
Gone and left you now for dead?

Don’t take your eyes off her.
Can’t you hear the saxophone singing?
Oh, my friend, I think
You’re about to fall in love.

I love thee, not faint, but quietly,
Inside my cupboard door;
I never speak but short to thee,
I would we loitered more!

Old & New Poems about Faith

Flight

A clear night
a boy is kneeling in the candle glow.

Behind
a starry crown is shining on the wall.

I see
it is a weightless place.

Twelve stars
light up the city church.

The boy
his mouth a little “o,” the small the songful face.

I am shamed
to think I sing the note.

A bird
flies in an open door.

No one
looks around to see a feather drop from high.

I gasp
aloud and in the dark, all chaos in the air.

You are the beat of the tambourine on a winter’s day.
You are the fleck of inspiration in the potter’s clay.
You are the song that makes me happy on a day that makes me sad.
You are the kindest word I ever spoke, the purest love I ever had.

All the saints have forgotten how to pray.
Their hands are folded in expectation.
There is so much goodness they wish to say—
But only silence, their consolation.

O gracious God, I shudder in the cold rooms
Where I’ve been sleeping, as the child
Who finds that sleep prolongs her dearest dreams;
And on the flow’rd wall I keep me staring,
For want of light or cheer or caring
Trifles anymore – the little bones
Behind my cheek are pressed against the pillow,
Waiting now a slumbrous breath,
And the faith I should be keeping.

Peace in your soul when the wind blows round
Silence that lifts you without making a sound
Love that enfolds you in the warmth of the night—
Grace that adorns you with beauty and light.

Old Childlike Rhymes

Listening to Debussy

Pedal pedal pedal
The little foot falls fast –
While jazzy hands
Quick shimmy down
The white and blackened street.

Jingle jangle jingle
The town is all awhirl –
A limber man, he waltzes on
And scatters to the air,
He’s caught amid the county fair
Where nothing stock is still.

Now to the dollhouse,
Under-moon,
He stumbles on a tiny room,
Too tired for his head;
And in a thump, or in a boom –
He cannot tell, it’s rather soon,
The milkman’s dancing with a spoon –
The pianist’s gone to bed.

The Balloon and the Bumblebee

meandering down the time-beaten path
a little boy stopped to stare
at a round red balloon caught in a tree;
wherefore, he thought, was it there?

the hum of a bumble – a bumbling bee –
cracked wide the yawning blue sky
it FLASHed like the lightning then BOOMed like the thunder
the little boy cried, “oh, my!”

he followed the sound – boy after bee –
until the garden of rose
when, struck by a muse, he sat to the ground
and shrank to a thinking pose.

the meaning of life, the little boy knew,
is really quite simple to see.
to puzzle it out, begin with the small,
like the balloon and the bumblebee.

A Note to No One

I wrote a note to no one
but lost it in the breeze
the day before tomorrow
astride the waving Seas.

the inkpot softly tumbled
a dark and deep morass
five thousand words have crumbled
beside the broken glass.

and then the blue-black puddles
should weep in silent song
a pool of poems unspoken:
so long, so long, so long!

so long: a feeble farewell –
since never was I couth
at penning words of good-bye
forsooth, forsooth, forsooth.

the envelope flies lightly
fair child of the seas
jumping clouds with paper trails
(recycle remnants, please).

fast and fast and fastest yet
it flutters by despair
past gloom and glum and errant sum
through salty slipping air.

“dear sir or madam N.O.,
life finds you well this day?
I write to send my sorrow
that you have gone away.

“(to typeset is a bother,
and so I work by hand)
I am
. . . . . . . . yours most sincerely,
Ms. (sandy sandy sand).”

up and up and up and up
then down and down: three downs
let’s jettison the letter, quick,
more verbs! no need for nouns.

quite overboard the man is!
a howl of mutiny!
but, wait, who walked the plank now
into the storming Sea?

the captain of the vessel
hurled back his shaggy head
“of course, there’s been no murder!
for really No One’s dead!”

I wrote a note to no one
and sent it overseas
I am
. . . . . . . . yours most sincerely,
(more postage needed, please).

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Old Poems about Miscellaneous Things

The room that so sweet-seeming is
contracted, as a cell,
and I, in a state of being various,
imploded at its door
and bid the wall farewell –
a kiss to earth
that flappered in the half-life air
in-between the now and then or
hazing in the shushing din
of a dim
forevermore.

The squelch of midnight seconds
noises in the corner
while here beside the lamplight
. . . . I bat a tired eye
while there astride the wardrobe
. . . . they sibilate a sigh
while near inside the cradle
. . . . a child sounds a cry
and meantime do I cast
. . . . glancingly at wayworn hands
. . . . . . . . counting moments till they die
and birth out loud again.

Improper Novella

Swallowing the whole of time
I eat at a piece of toast
And dab my chin with a paper square
While waiting patiently for despair
To enter on a hobbyhorse
In rooms of madeleines and gorse
Inside the kingdom drear.

And calmly now I bide my hours
I fill a vase with graveyard flowers
To brighten up my smallish room
In which the yellow walls have holes
In which the holes have longer holes
But no one is the wiser
Until one hears a smash and crash
(The vase is all in shards!)
And then we all get on once more,
Asleep in lapis linens.

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