If only I could reach into the mind of GOD and pull out the answers to my most burning questions – the questions that bring me deep pain and sadness, the questions that consume me from dawn ’til dusk.
How to abandon myself into the Hands of One Who remains so unknown to me? One Whose plans are, at times, altogether hidden?
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“Yes, I’m having a terrible time,” you said. “Yes, I’m drinking from the pool of tears. Yes, I’m stuck, stagnant, with a desire that never seems to penetrate the heart of GOD, that never seems to move Him, though it moves me to my very core.”
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I have no philosophies to entertain, no big ideas to untangle.
I’m just a simple soul longing for rest. Don’t give me more than I can take. I didn’t sign up for the difficult way.
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It’s better to accept the loss, sometimes, than to break yourself down fighting for a win.